Mood: blessed! =)

Listening to: If Only Through Heaven's Eyes by Nsync (old school, ye! \m/)

Drinking: Water forever!

Eating: naaadaaaa

 

Random Thoughts

 

*August 7*

Pao: rivs

Rivs: po

Pao: super advance hapi birthday!

Pao: nyahahha!

rivs: salamat!

Pao: tanda mo n

rivs: oo nga eh

Pao: d mo n aq itay

Pao: tsk tsk tsk

rivs: super blessed naman

rivs: hoy tatay pa din kita!

Pao: haha

Pao: magce2lebr8 tau s om

Pao: haha

rivs: celebrate nio ko ah

rivs: hehehe, salamat!

 

kepet: riva

rivs: po

kepet: bday m ba?

rivs: tagal pa po

kepet: pero 9 ka db?

rivs: yeah po

rivs: 7 pa lang po

kepet: aug 9 ka dba?

rivs: opo

kepet: yay!

kepet: tama aku

kepet: hehe

kepet: advance kung ganun.

rivs: salamat po =)

 

Ye, I am turning old. Old enough to understand what maturity is. It’s raining hard outside and as I wonder, if every raindrops that have fallen are God’s blessings, we have already been flooded. Oh yeah, great analogy, that is how I describe my life now. God’s blessings, love are overflowing me. 2007, my 19^th year was the roughest and yet the most blessed year for me. Nineteen years of living in this world and yet we are still learning how we live this life God has given us. God has really showed me how perplex life could be. The year which I had my lowest and had my highest. I am just so thankful I have God in my life. And I believe that my life or our lives should always be a living testimonial of Him. Come to think of it? It’s almost a year now since my mom has survived that traitor disease, cancer. Never would I imagine that that kind or form of disease will ever struck our family, not on my mom’s body. But we never lose faith. It just kept our family closer and having that deeper relationship with God. My mom is a total warrior. She is a SURVIVOR, coz God has already won the battle even before we are proclaimed Victors.

 

But what happened to me in 2007? Satan had almost ruined everything, my mentality, my confidence, my self-esteem, my ego, me as Riva. Regrettably, I had this thing called emotional eating disorder, or anorexia so to say. I had even seen a doctor because of this. What the heck was I thinking? Whenever I look back to it, I always feel shame, shame of myself and undeniably I am ashamed to Him. What the heck I was doing, I starve myself to death, all I think was that I am fat, I am not pretty?? That’s my whole point of view. It changed my life. I was always insecure of myself. “You’re so pretty!” “oh really? Do I look like one? Coz I never think I am?” I never even believed all the compliments that I received. You know what? I was only glorifying the enemy! he is trying to pull me out! But of course, I have God, and He rules my life! I wont let anyone or anything replace Him. I have redeemed myself again to the Lord, I am CAPTIVATING. And I acknowledge myself that I am BEAUTIFUL in my IMPERFECTION. As Psalms 139:14 says, “I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Your works are wonderful I know that full well.” I know I am, because I have God and Beauty is the essence of God.

 

October 13, Friday. How can I forget my interview at US Embassy. And thanks to God, He granted me with a multiple visa. We were so happy, of course mom freaked out and so was I. and on November, my parents flew to States, spent a month there just enjoying the pleasure, the break, while here we are 4 siblings, left with such great responsibility. And so from there, I have discovered my passion in cooking, turned out that I want to become a chef someday. Yes, amen! And so December came. Aha, another blessing, thank God for Laurice’s family! I had my one of the best Christmas vacation ever! Bora for free? How cool is that? Cmon! Praise God for everything! UULAN NG PAGPAPALA!

 

Happy new year! The start of 2007, hola 2007! Hola New life, Hola JG! Our JG Youth fellowship was really fun. I always enjoyed every Saturdays of it. And so we were so blessed! Block five is blessed too! Cmon cmon, the best block ever as Mam Jen has said! Praise God, Glory to Him alone for making us number one in our MVJ! I am blessed having this block. But then of course, God wants us to grow. Life always involves challenges! God wants us to learn from it. And He always tests us and to always have that deeper faith in Him. And so this Battery Exam came. We were prepared, I thought. Our grades are fine, interview so-so, and the exam, I just sighed finally it’s over. But heck no, God has said, “You’re too confident hija, I like that confidence you have in Me, but I am going to test you.. is your faith unshakeable? Lemme see..” it was almost three weeks when the results came. All I can say is, “oh no” I was shattered. I remember that was Friday, we had our Bicutan Bible Study and I was going to lead the small group in worship. I told Mickey, “I can’t bro, hinde ko kaya, ambigat ng dibdib ko” and he told me, “Ngayon mo nga to mas kailangan eh” and so led them in singing. I cried my heart out, every line in the song. I was there in the front, raising my voice, lifting my hands and committing everything to the Lord. After the worship, I went straight to the restroom, continued my teeming tears, and said to God, “Lord, I know You have plans for me, and I am holding on to Your promise as You’ve said in Jer. 29:11 that Your plans are to prosper me and give me a future and so I am committing everything to You.” And so by then I had my last cry. it was May, the 2^nd results, God didn’t fail me, the battle has been won.

 

Well I was waiting for three weeks for the 1^st results; I was already booked for a US flight. It was on the first week of April, but God has plans, so it didn’t happen. It was delayed for a month. God has always the best plans for us. This is what I’ve learned, committing everything to Him and putting your FULL TRUST on Him. When I say FULL, its 100%, not 99.9%. So after the 2^nd release, Auntie Aleli called and told mom to immediately book me since it was May that time, it’s Spring time there and schooling was almost done so I would have the best of time to enjoy the parks there rather than going on October. And so mom immediately called her friend who’s working on a traveling agency and booked me for the soonest flight to CA. It really happened so fast, like Monday, results, Auntie Aleli’s callm Book flight; Tuesday, praying hard for an available flight; Wednesday, confirmation of the flight; Thursday, payment for the fare; Friday, out I go, welcome USA. Wow, Flash mode si Lord. He made everything possible!

 

And so I had spent my almost one month in San Jose. I had the best vacation ever. And I am so thankful to God for everything. I really asked His blessings and looked what he gave me? And is still giving! It is OVERFLOWING! I miss my family back there. It never fails to leave a smile on my face whenever I think of all the best moments I had there. They are all worth to treasure. God has given me the chance to bond with my uber-missed cousins, Grandparents, tito and tita. I just cant wait to see them again. *sigh*

 

How can I ever forget my meeting with Ate Joe? I totally shrieked! God, I so thank You for giving me such a wonderful ate. You really are so good! I thank You for using her to introduce the Captivating Book to me. Now I can really say, I am CAPTIVATING. I finally met April, its her debut actually, august 8. and so I met a lot of wonderful people in HICC. On our first trip to San Fo, I met Ate Weng and Oppa Julio. They are such wonderful blessings! I thank God for He has given me these people to touch my life!

 

Oh yeah, I miss San Jose terribly. I miss the people actually, my so called second family, TFC. I am so touched by God. I cannot even contain how I feel today coz God’s love for me is really overflowing! And now I am here, back to reality where my life revolves on books, school, house and this computer. God is really good, for He has blessed us with modern technology, there’s YM, friendster, myspace, multiply. I remember Oppa’s prayer, “Nawa’y hindi maging hadlang ang distansiya sa aming pakikipagkaibigan at nawa’y pagibayuhin Niyo ito at nang patuloy pang yumabong para sa Inyo” True enough, God strengthens our relationships and even makes ourselves more close to God.

 

Prayers can really move mountains. And we just have to believe in the power of prayers! I am just overwhelmed on how God moves in my life. It is really amazing. Two words, “Lord, WOW” we just have to ask God to control our lives. In Matt 7:7-8 “Ask and it will be given to you, seek and you will find, knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, he who seeks finds and to him who knocks the door will be opened” God let us to ask for it. The line is always on, He is never busy. God is waiting.

 

And so I have asked Him. From the very first JG fellowship we had this years, I had claimed and even declared it to the Lord! (only mers, krish, ana, ace, tay pao know what am I talking about). I always pray for it every night. And as I am always asked, “Riva, how would you perceive your ideal man?” I don’t have an ideal man. Really. From that JG fellowship, my view has changed. “Don’t find your ideal person, but be the best and ideal person for that someone God has for you.” And so, God is still molding me, in preparation for Mr. heaven sent. And as I always pray, “Lord, I know You have prepared someone for me, who I deserve, and You know that once he entered my life, Our relationship is meant to inspire people, and to glorify You, Your Kingdom.”

 

Oppa asked me what’s my wish for my birthday, I said, PRAYERS. I confess, I need your prayers. And may God bless you, to those who have prayed and are praying for me. It’s really good to know when you hear someone has told you that You are such a wonderful blessing to him/her. Wow. It is always a blessing to be a blessing to somebody. Praise and Glory to God for He is using me.

 

I am so moved on how God is controlling my life. God is showing it to me, continuously giving me a clear picture of His answers to my prayers. I always ask God to increase my Faith on Him that may He always remind me that He is the Boss, He is the author and creator of everything. And so I am putting my complete 100% TRUST on him.

 

On Ecc 3:11, one of my favorite verses, it goes “He has made everything beautiful in His time” yeah really, I am praying hard and I am claiming it, my dreams will come true. see? i had already riden in an airplane! so goes my list! i cant wait to have my specialization and my photography class in Stanford University. AMEN! All His plans will come true. I can’t wait for myself. I am in preparation, I will shine and everything is for God’s glory, for His Kingdom.

 

I super love my family. And I thank God for He continues to bind us with love and harmony. I am so having the greatest relationship with my mom. I love her, she’s my mom! Generation gaps won’t matter anymore. God is so good! My brothers, I have three of different worlds! God made then so unique and I love them for it. Dad will always be my Dudong. And I will always be forever Daddy’s girl.

 

And yes, God has blessed me with friends! They are my treasures. God has put Muses to test. But we’re unbreakable? See how God loves us? I love my friends. And so the list of my unique friends continue, Krish, mers, cez, ana, eps, corz, zsa, jc, tay pao, shan, jude, ace, jake, and nino (I miss these 3 T_T). the whole block five, man, they’re the best.

 

Never ever would I forget my friends in highschool. Tol! Jed! Bestfriend! Dang! I miss you! Jamming! Marvs! Chicken Farm!?? Nasr! Ze! Compose??! Parski band! And of course, my mommy owi, riz, mec, kat, jo, everyone! I miss my highschool friends.

 

Hahaha, I will be screwed if I forget her highness, Mikki. Richness! FRIAS GROUP OF COMPANIES! DUKE KENTOT! Richness ever! Hehehe! To all dA friends, im getting emotional, hahaha! I am counting my blessings eh, and you are included! See how blessed I am? Chard! Thank you so much for your encouragement! Hahaha! Master Ralph! Pictorial!!!!!! Shooting when??!

 

Marc Ares I’ll always be praying for her. She’s coming soon. Prepare yourself :)

 

And so this blog is truly meant to be emotional. Heck no, dyokings! Sorry! Before this might take you to fall asleep. I am just so happy. Finally, I am back to my old self, the usual Riva who doesn’t give a damn to insecurities and who could care less to negativism. There’s no more place for pessimism coz God has already occupied every little space in my heart. And yes, Riva you’re on your line of 2. No longer a teenager. TWENTEEN, does it count? XD

 

I am now turning my page to Chapter 20. all is well! I am excited to new beginnings, challenges, excitements, love! And above all, BLESSINGS! 

 

PRAISE YOU LORD! GLORY TO YOU ALONE! I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE

 

 

 

26 days is over. sighs. time really flies soo fast. i just remember my first day here in California. parang inosenteng bata na napunta sa lugar na maganda ang paligid, fresh air, mabundok, lugar na sobrang inamaze ako ni Lord sa ganda ng gawa Niya.

i would never forget my first day here. i didnt even have my jetlag, more than 24 hrs of awakeness tapos diretso na agad sa soccer game ni Brian, then houseparty. the next day church na agad. met new friends, went to a birthday party tapos aun na, sunod sunod na trips, eastridge, kelley park, costco, walgreens, moms, greatmall, rose garden, sanfo, fisherman's wharf, bay cruise, stanford university, santana row, valco, los angeles, disneyland, universal studios, winchester's house, mystery spot, santa cruz boardwalk, pier39, japan town, china town, bloomingdales, nordstorm, 6flags, cupertino, valley fair, downtown san jose, embassy suites, tierra buena, great america, santa clara, NASA.. ate at numerous restaurants, cafe, starbucks, lollicup jamba juice, tgif, mel's diner, bouba gump, japanese restaurant, beard papa, king's buffet, biltmore hotel, denny's diner, sonoma chicken coop, cheesecake factory, el pollo loco, chinese han...shop at different stores, indulge myself in lots of different fruits, met Joel Osteen, tapos bonding sessions with the TFC.. man, jampack ang sked ko ng isang buwan. I AM TRULY BLESSED.

whenever i think of all these blessings, its really overwhelming me.. God's love is truly amazing.. when He blesses you, you really have to widen up your arms coz His blessings are always bountiful and endless. No way that im gonna turn back on my past and dwell to the negative things around me. that's what keeps me away from being blessed coz i always cling to depression.. grabe, sobrang sarap ng feeling ko ngaun na im having to love myself more than i never do. thanks to all my new found friends here who taught me a lot. i'll start reading Captivating. i know I'll be changed and for that, Nothings gonna hinder God's outpouring of blessings upon me.

hay, tama talaga. Claim everything to the Lord, by His Name, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE. and i always tell myself that YOU are a VICTOR. the battle has been won Rivs, cheer up. Grabe talaga ung napagdaanan ko.. and i will always praise Jesus for what He did because I konw His plans are to PROSPER me and give me a FUTURE. sobra sobra pang hiniling kong blessings ang napunta sakin. sabe ko lang i really want to be blessed and be changed on what i see to myself, eh aun, DO NOT LIMIT GOD nga db? ayun, binagyo ako eh. grabe talaga..

ngaun, sobrang saya ko dito, i have redeemed myself once again. andame kong experiences na truly hinde ko makakalimutan.. i would always treasure everything.. 2 years is just like 3 months. mabilis lang un.. babalik ako..

sa mga kwentuhan namen ni isang, i would always remember it, our workouts, dang! briancito.. shuuxx, Brian: hey ate riva, are you bored?
Rivs: what do you want to play?
Brian: anything you want :)

he's always like that, mabaet na bata.. i would never forget POGI. my teddy here in san jose. tsk. Cat, Ate Gela, our trips. tsk masaya magpicture picture ano? Cat, thanks soo much to the camera . and im really sorry too, i think i broke it X(

Ate Joe! naman, eto talaga ang d ko makakalimutan.. BEAUTIFUL GIRL-BARTENDER! yes, cmon! *covers my mouth with two hands* hahahaha! yes, wala pa kong san jose, close na kame neto. iba na ang bonding namen neto, ym lang yan! pero grabe na! ate, thanks soo much for everything, sobrang grateful ako kasi pinas pa lang pinafeel mo na sakin na sobrang welcome ako jan. and i really felt that way na sobra pa sa iba. ill always wear this shield necklace ate.. tska ate joe, one of the best nights ive ever had ko ung stay naten sa pad ni kuya julies. grabe, im at the baaartender!!!! :) Ate Weng! etong si ate weng! basta panalo si ate weng nung overnight stay namen kina Pring. star of the night! hehehe, ate weng would always ask me if im okay, am i bored, am i tired, gutom ka na ba? san mo gusto pumunta? yan si ate weng. sobrang thoughtful niyan, nilibre kame sa sonoma chicken coop niyan! April, thanks for the dollar heart Pring. masaya kasama lalo na pag sa bahay kame ni Pring, our second home. nanay namen si ate weng. hehehe. April, tell Renna and Rose thank you so much for Bonito. gandang remembrance. pagbalik ko sa 2009, malaki na siya. hehehe, jokes! pagpunta mo dito sa december, punta ka sa bahay taz shopping ever tayo sa DV.
and of course si Kuya Bentong, este si Kuya Julies/Julius. super daldal, d ka mabobore kasi ang gagawin nio lang eh magkwentuhan ng magkwentuhan. galante pa. ang tatay nameng mga TFC. hehehe. sobrang baet. kahet san lupalop kame ng sanjose o san fo man d kame maliligaw. lam niya lahat ng galaan! hanep! nilibre niya kame ng starbucks, chinese han buffet, jamba juice, bay cruise, atbp. grabe saludo ako dito. baet baet. mahahanap mo na rin ang Beautiful Girl mo Kuya bentong. hehehe, SUICIDAL??! jokes!

and sila Jessica, Lisa, Jeff, kuya JD, and Ria and a lot more. i gain so much in here. sobrang taba sa puso ang nararamdaman ko ngaun. kasi sobrang blessed talaga..

hay, i still have 5hrs to go before i leave.. its really an ambivalent feeling. ngaun lang nagsink in sakin na im leaving san jose and when i come home diretso klase na. balik na sa normal. ngaun sobrang may motivation na ko. 2009 riva..

me pasok na ule.. another toxicity! yes! bring it on!

Thank you my Father for everything that You have given me, for all the blessings that you poured on me. Lord, I just want to give you all my praises and thanksgiving for You alone deserve everything. Lord, you know how much i love all these people that ive been so close and dear to me, Bless them Father, lead them to the way You wanted them to be. I know You love them more than I do, and i know that You will always guide them, satisfy their hearts Lord. May You always bless the new friendship that has been made, praying it will grow in the midst of You. Thank You oh Jesus, No words can describe how thankful I am because of everything. I love you more than anyone else, In Jesus name, Amen.


"Be strong and courageous,do not be terrified, do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go." Josuhua 1:9b

wow, thank God i am really blessed. praises to HIM.

tuesday here, may29 around 1am. me, ate gela, cat and isang drove for around 8 hours to LA. kamusta namang biyaheng un? before we left, tita, tito and nanay and the four of us prayed. syempre. kelangan nun. and thank GOD for the safe trip. man, going to LA, awww.. 8 hours ba naman eh? totally, me and isang nakatulog kame. hahaha, i salute ate gela =) puro bundok ang nakikita mo sa paligid. aun.

gosh, buti na lang, cat let me borrowed her old digicam. yes, thank you LORD. i got pictures. ill just upload it soon. anyway, aun. so we were wearing just our sweaters and pjs, when we arrived there at the parking area, we all though we're gonna change our clothes in some nearest resto or watever, but it turned out na dun na kame sa parking lot nagpalit. wuhooo! saya saya. den there, after we had changed we headed to the tram, parang shuttle train which will bring you to the main entrance. gosh, disneyland lot is sooo big. kamusta naman ang kita ni walt disney dito, though he's dead. duh? anyway, aun, dameng tao. as usual, its disneyland, it never runs out of people. it opens at 9, we're on line at 845. den as soon as the gate was opened, aun. saya saya na. "Im on the happiest place on earth!" masaya. unang ride namen was snow white. grabe. aun, then we headed to the Pirates of the carribean, then to the splash mountain, the haunted mansion, indiana jones, the Honey i shrink me ekek 3d show, and madame pang iba. basta un. masaya talaga. so we had our break, we took our rest at the RAMADA inn. checked in around 330 in the afternoon. ate our lunch. taz rest for an hour. then balik uleng disneyland. aun. we bought some souvenirs. man, grabe, its super expensive. ambayun? may ginto ata talaga sa bawat paninda na nandun? keychain for $6? duh? unreasonable un ah. anyway, enough of the kakiriputan, i bought 10 charms para gawa na lang ako ng keychain, then had my 2, 50 cents turned into something. basta. aun. mura eh. ehehehe.

then, we headed to the street to watch the parade. finally, i met mickey mouse! hahaha. sleeping beauty, beauty and the beast, pinocchio, little mermaid, alice in wonderland, peter pan, lion king, winnie the pooh, cinderella, mickey, minnie, goofy, pluto, donald. aun. saya.

taz after the parade, we went to peter pan and the grand carousel for our last ride. then dun, we went to downtown disneyland. aun, ung mga shops there. window shopping lang. mahal eh. dun uwi na kame.

WEDNESDAY, may30. we woke around 7 in the morning, prepared ourselves for our continental breakfast. kamusta naman ang continental breakfast? donuts, cereals, juice, waffles, coffe? what does continental breakfast mean? sabe nga ni isang, "it sucked!" hahaha, aun. aroun 830, we checkedout, then went to universal studios. wuhooo!

super saya! we arrived early, so headed first in Starbucks. ansaya, sana ganto rin ang presyo ng starbucks sa pinas. araw araw starbucks. basta aun, kape mode. got my vanilla latte. den walk walk sa downtown, aun, basta. the place was really amazing. galeng ng architectural design nun, malupet. aun. taz around 10, entrance na kame. hay. what a great experience.. i super thank the LORD for all the blessings.. grabe. sobrang no words can define, how happy i am because i am so blessed. :') anyway, our first ride was the house of horrors. gosh, what would you expect universal studios un, anlupet. galeng ng panakot nila. sobra. astig. and dat was the longest walking ride chuva i have ever been. nandun pa si chucky, frankenstein, etc. den stroll stroll, we went to the studio tour. the tour was 45 minutes. ansaya. i saw the set of the phantom of the opera, lahat ng studio, war of the worlds, desperate housewives, ung mga set nila na sobrang astig. ung set ng princess diaries, gilmore girls, mummy returns, jurassic park, jaws, bruce almighty.. lahat ng movies na universal. grabe. astig talaga. anlupet. taz ung tour meron din kung pano ginagawa ung mga special effects, basta. aun.

after the tour, sakay na sa jurrasic park, watched the 4d of shrek, mummy returns, back to the future, we also watched an animal show: ung mga animals that they used on movies, back draft: how they do the special effects. tska un. we saw spiderman, wolverine, storm, manilyn monroe, lucy, spongebob, dora, hahaha, super saya ko nung nakita ko si dora. hehehe, si curious joe, tska si shrek and the donkey. ansaya grabe. as usual, ang mahal ng mga paninda dun! me ginto talaga! nakabili lang ako ng isang keychain. shemax, me discount na un ng 15%. anyways, basta super enjoy, dalawang araw na nakalimutan ko ang lahat ng worries ko. thank GOD. nakalimutan ko nga rin na uuwi pa pala ako ng pinas. hehehe.

aun, biyaheng langit nanaman ule. we left universal around 6. taz aun, we arrived mga 130. thank God for the safe trip. anggaleng, pagkauwi, me and isang went straight to bed. pagod at antok. aun.

ansaya. papaturo pa ko ke cat on how to upload the pictures in her cam. hay. nakalimutan ko talaga na me pasok pa pala ako sa june14. anyways, pero ngaun, nakita ko ung pictures NIYO, krish, mers, cez. nakakamiss naman.. sobra. miss ko na kayo ai, dharl, melai, kei, kariz! kakamiss talaga. ayoko pang umuwi kasi wala akong pasalubong, LOL. un un eh? XD

anyway, i really had fun on our trips. im excited to go to Great America and Six Flags! dun ung super daring rides!!!

*ate joe, balik ule kame San fo, i dont know lang when. si kuya julius is asking if we want to go cherry picking? ewan ko lang..

i just want to share what i have read yesterday from the Bible. haay, nothing truly beats the advice taken from His words..

 

Ecc. 3:1-14 A Time For Everything

There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven:

 

a time to be born and a time to die,

a time to plant and a time to uproot,

a time to kill and a time to heal,

a time to tear down and a time to build,

a time to weep and a time to laugh

a time to mourn and a time to dance,

a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,

a time to embrace and a time to refrain,

a time to search and a time to give up,

a time to keep and a time to throw away,

a time to tear and a time to mend,

a time to be silent and a time to speak,

a time to love and a time to hate,

a time for war and time for peace.

 

What does the worker gain from his toil? i have seen the burden God has laid on men. He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done frome beginning to end. I know that there is nothing better for men than to be happy and do good while they live. That every man may eat and drink, and find satisfaction in all his toil-this is the gift of God. I know that everything God does will endure forever; nothing can be added to it and nothing taken from it. God does it, so men will revere him.

 

i know and i believe that God has better plans for me, for us. sometimes, what we want is not His best plan for us, so we are discoauraged, disappointed, hurt.. But you know what, God has already planned something for us, and that plan would be the best for us. sabe nga sa Col. 3:2 "Set your minds on things which are above" we should always be optimistic to the plans that God has for us. If God is for us, then who dares to be against us? (Rom 8:31b). aun, masaya mabuhay. walang kwenta ang buhay kung walang thrill and challenges. we need to taste everything what life can offer. we need to cry, we need to be hurt. why? because God is molding us to a best person that we can be. To live at our own potential. natutuwa ako sa mga ganto, pag me problema ako, umiiyak ka sa isang sulok taz walang nakakaintindi sayo. sige, binigyan ko ng time ung sarili ko magemote. taz when i talk to God, He will really tell you His answer. anggaleng talaga..

 

My biggest enemy is DISAPPOINTMENT. sino ba may gusto nun? pero sabe ni Lord, me panahon para diyan, we just need to trust in Him. oo, nasaktan tayo, parte un eh. kelangan lang naten talaga iaccept un. and move on AND be POSITIVE sa future. kasi we should live in God's favor! ayoko lang kasi ng mga negative sa paligid ko. ayoko ng may nagseself-pity, oo, be sad today, pero wag lagi. kasi you're missing a lot, God wants you to grow! if you let yourself stay on bitterness, naku. pano na tayo niyan db?

 

aun lang. so, i expect for greater things that'll come my way. i'll be receiving bountiful blessings! i know coz i believe in Him :)